It's been so long since I last blogged that the previous post seems almost alien. But of course, not the emotions attached to it. JOHN MAYER!!
Honestly speaking, the last six weeks have gone by in a such a blur that I haven't even had time to think about writing! Amidst a perturbing tornado is a comfortable numbing silence, just before a huge tide pulls in.
But that silence provides that moment of peace, to just get pulled into it.
The last few weeks have been a perfect mesh of everything I've wanted to do all at once! Almost idyllic, from CIAs, to Social work, to football, to singing and even a bit of choreographing! I'm finally content with life (except one, thing, but I can afford to think about that later). I stopped trying to solve all the mysteries, and trying to figure things out, the mysteries themselves unfolded. And things fell into place. Of course for that a lot of change has had to take place.
Quite to my advantage (because of the type of person I am), I have been a certain disconnect with people, which has of course prevented me from attaching strings! Walls are successfully working, I don't feel the urge to indulge in head-first free fall conscious attachment. The less explaining done, the better.
Too much has been said and not done, so it's time to act. Slowly soul is being re-fragmented from the several pieces broken off. Too much has been given away, and taken for granted. It's time to take back and keep for good.
Apart from this, I cannot believe I'm finally studying Economics, Sociology and Politics! Especially the last one! From slipping into semi-depression while doing science. I finally can get absorbed into my forte! Gaining knowledge more than ever! Getting to know people, observing, without giving too much away. =)
And going to KOLKATA in less than a week!! Cannot believe it, feels like I just got back, didn't even get a chance to miss it!!
LIFE IS GOOD =)
